its the start of 2010.

well a good start. but aint a smooth one.

January 13th 2010 i thought was the best day of my life...

getting to see family and friends after 6 months of hardship.

but

as January 13th 2010 Sun started to fate to night.

i was hit. with a lightning bolt. a news that 1 son or brother wouldn't want to hear.

well. as the news kept playing in my mind..

i told my self to enjoy what ever is left.

as the deadline approaches fer me to return back to somebody else country

i prayed. that life of sorrows will end...and i was hoping things would change

but i was wrong.

what had struck me in january. is striking me harder then before.

harder then the month then i first step foot on this country tat i was selected to serve.

lines were drawn. better ones up..middle one center..lower ones. 1 corner. waiting for their time

things has started to change... ever since.

ego has started to take place.

lesson learnt. do not trust any body.. especially the ones u have help n who u call brothers

knife will just poke u from the back with sneak attacks.

main point is..do not trust anybody.